Have a Merry X'mas + Happy be-early New Year.

Tuesday was the Winter Solstice day (Tang Yuen) .

Had a birthday celebration on Wednesday the 23rd of December , and had a sleepover at friend's place after playing WII.

Thursday Christmas Eve, went to another party.

And Friday, today, is Christmas Day.

Merry X'mas!

Just uploaded all my pictures that was in my camera since a month ago. Was initially happy until I saw my grandmother's photo when she was sick, right before she passed away and I am moody again, hooray!! ^^ I miss her, she always call my house asking for my mum before I went to Australia and now, it'll never happened again.

She'd never forget to ask

" Hello...! Siow Ling, le ho bo ? " ( Siow Ling, how are you? in Teochew/Hokkien)

"Guama, le ah? Wa ah ho! " ( Grandma, it's you ? I'm fine)

"Chung Chung/ Kor Kor leh? " ( asking bout my brother)

"E pun si ho, le ai che mama ar?" ( he's fine also, you want to find my mum right?)

The conversation is ALWAYS like this. She would ask about my brother and I, and then I'll indirectly cut short the conversation and hand the phone to my mum. It was wierd talking to her.

I remembered I was so damn prone to nightmares this one time, kept dreaming about myself in danger, and even death..she got to know about this from my mom, and prayed to God, and taught my mom the steps for me to overcome these nightmares...

She's too dear to go so soon. aihs. It was just very unexpected. She look healthier than my grandparents in KL, but she went away so much sooner. Just this year Chinese New Year, she can still walk normally, no bones or whatsoever major illness except for diabetes.

Its just too sudden! I always thought she would outlive my KL grandparents, not cursing my KL grandparents...just the way they look physically. I think I was more prepared to lose my KL grandparents first, but now all I can do is just treat my KL grandparents well before it's too late.