Bestie's graduation.

Dog gone were the days where I can sleep anytime I want. I have been having loads of trouble sleeping lately. I used to be able to survive without sleep for approximately max 30 hours. Now I can stay awake longer almost effortlessly.

Can you believe I can still suffer insomnia even though I didn't sleep for a day already?! Been surviving on an average of 5hours of sleep per day. And I am on a holiday man!! I want to sleep longer !!

So I didn't sleep and attended my bestie's graduation at another state of Victoria ,ie Geelong.  It's 1 hour train ride away from Melbourne.

Words cannot describe how excruciating it felt to not sleep for 28.5 hours already when I first meet up with friends at 10am. Its like I was extremely tired, but I just cannot get my body to sleep!!!

Met up as usual anyway but the first few minutes upon seeing new faces, I stoned all the way.

Look, my first picture of that day, and I looked at the wrong direction -_-

That picture was taken before my friend went in for her graduation. So we have like about 3hours to burn before seeing her again for more picture taking !

So her friend brought us to this place for breakfast : Cafe Go !

 The concept is pretty interesting and new. After you order your food, instead of a number,they give you a soft toy ! I really like the idea.

Very hard for the soft toy to get dirty because, once your food comes, they take the soft toy back ! So the whole time I was snapping away a lot of table, because well, not much adults bothered playing with the soft toy, and it was just sitting on the table...and it made the cafe look like it's been decorated with cutesy stuffs !

So after breakfast, went to a few places to explore for fun. Didn't take pictures lah. Busy stoning. Brain was dead !

Then its time to meet up with the new graduate for futher camwhore session. The sun was scorching hot, was squinting my eyes away , turned a few shades darker and my feet actually got sun burnt -_-

Edith has this really sweet friend who was willing to drive to and fro  Edith's place and university TWICE (because there was 7 of us, can't fit into the car), even though we insisted on taking the public transport! Must emphasize cause it has been a very long long long long long long time since a guy was willing to do that. Nowadays a lot of guys damn calculative weh!

The last time I had this treatment was when I was 18!!! Guys were very willing at that age (assuming they also just got their license and still loved to drive), plus I am older now, market value drop wtf !!!

So while waiting for him to come back, we camwhored more :

By the time we reached her house, it was almost 36 hours since I last slept. I died on the couch as soon as I entered.

Woke up and the first thing I did was the camwhore with this coke bottle :

haha (hence the slightly fluffy hair) Share a Coke with me?! Naw, you can have it all..I don't really like Coke actually. heh.

Wonderful food was then served, thanks to Edith's mom who cooked it. It's Hongkie style yo !!!

After food, played some UNO , till around 10pm, and her extremely nice friend drove all of us back to our house (and I live at least an hour away !!!zomg).

Reach home and slept around 12+am. Woke up at 8am sharp the next day. Argh, I am suppose to sleep longer to cover up for previous day but no, I didn't.

Anyway, my pressie for her :

Not my best work :( Imagine not writing for a super long time, and it feels like a very unfamiliar feeling when you start writing again! Not only that, the surface of this cardboard thing is rough !! My handwriting roundish one, the paper made it look crooked and not smooth! Ew !

Okay, end of an extremely TMI / detailed blog post + pictures.

:) Happy

It has been a really long long longgggggggggggg time since I won something. And it is best when you least expect it.

Today, is my club's 2nd Year Anniversary celebration. I went there to show some support, without expecting anything in return.

Travelled all the way there, took me an hour...I was late (AS USUAL)...and ate delicious food.

Then came the lucky draw part, and the number of my ticket was called... 017

HEH, super happy. Won an iPod shuffle just like that.  

So I've just uploaded loads of photos :

Hate the new facebook, but I really like the collage of pictures (of my face) up there. Nicely put together :p

♥ it. 

Recovery.

Been emo-ing freaking hell a lot about a decision and yes, there is a very high possibility that I'll be going back Malaysia...

FOR GOOD

Why so reluctant?

Not because I am going to start having curfews once I am back and getting myself tied to my parent's apron...but a whole lot of people, memories and things I am leaving behind !!

A whole lot of friends from different nation and locals that I might not see ever (unless I earn loadsa money myself or marry a rich man to travel to 20902 countries to visit all of them), friends from Malaysia also going to stay in Australia, new found favourite food, favourite Aussie street, favourite past time ...my lifestyle away from Malaysia, its just going to disappear.

I rant the other day on Twitter, saying how I hate moving from places to places, cause it only means me missing MORE places and people. Last time it used to be just Melbourne and Malaysia. Now , I am going to miss Melbourne, Canberra, and Sydney ...when I go back Malaysia. My friend replied my Twitter and said its the disadvantage of being a "global citizen". It truly sucks.

The more you explore, sure it open your eyes to more exciting things, but when you want to revisit, there is only 1 YOU , limited time and money.

SIGHHHHH.

Just the other day, my friend sent me an ebook about our star sign. I am a Leo, and that ebook is correct. Leos are sentimental. I have feelings for almost everything. Aih. I will miss everything. Aih.

Anyway my birthday just passed and I didn't do anything about it, except lay on bed , had a bottle of wine with Eddie and a few small cakes while watching movie. Camwhored too.

A lot more camwhore pix. IN YA FACE !

Sigh lah. sighhhhhhhhhhhh.

Hate bonding with places.

Sugar Daddy's birthday.

Who would've known...the typical surprise party worked ! 

The usual GF-and-BF-planned-to-have-just-a-simple-romantic-quiet-birthday-but-GF-went-behind-BF's-back-and-got-all-our-close-comfort-friends-to-come-surprise-birthday-boy!

Well, one thing for sure, my own bf must have thought I am a bitch of a girlfriend who won't plan anything for him, cause if he thinks I am a nice gf, he would've expected a surprise party. 

Anyhooo, it worked. He was really surprised.

Knowing that the venue we wanted to go was quite far, got chances of him changing the venue to a closer one . So I purposely doll up to make sure he doesn't change his venue. Put big flower pin on my head some more.

As predicted, he really wanted to go somewhere nearer to eat cause he had loads of work to do. 

The first sentence that come out of my mouth "Huh, I purposely put make up and dress nicely, you want to go to XXXX and eat? Don't want la."

Woohoo, things then went according to planned.

Pictures of nice friends who made this happen  =]

 Pretty Pat.

 Nude face Panda

 Z girls

 US

Then I made him take picture with everyone. The next few are the funny ones (lazy to upload all)! =))

 The guy who flew from Malaysia to line up for iPad 2 in Melbourne (inside joke), blowing kisses to the bf.

 Eddie, the steak.

 Raped.

❤♥ღ♥ BFFS♥ღ♥❤

Then obviously, after the surprise appearance by friends, confirm got cake one what, right? The birthday boy surprised LAGI (again) !

 Lindt chocolate cake, burnt a big fat hole in my pocket.

Then a nice friend brought a present for Eddie, but it felt more like a gift for me :

 STORY IN A CUP - FROYO !

It's really nice.

Total damage : $500

Come back, tired and camwhored on my webcam.

with fake lash.

without fake lash

With fake lash nicer right? Eddie thought otherwise (he doesn't like me with make up, and was overjoyed when I announced that I am allergic to make up wtf), and said today was more of my birthday than his. @$$%^$%&!

Time to suffer swollen eyes for the next few days :(

Crazee.

Sigh, sacrificing my beauty sleep to update. Everyone commented that my eyebags grew bigger but ah, whatever man ! Writing here releases some tension in me.

Yesterday, after running to a suburb to see an agent for my VISA, came back at noon, sleep for 3 hours, and off I go to work..came back, found a pack of FROYO (frozen yogurt) at home waiting for me =] 

It isn't the usual swirled up shit-lookalike shape, cause it's takeaway.

Well, I am not telling the brand, cause they are my workplace's competitors! HAHAHA.  Why should I promote them anyway! Not like they're paying me. Furthermore, I think they came over to my place (PASSIONFLOWER) to try our desserts, and my gosh, they weren't that polite ?!  Show me pissy face all the time with a big paper bag showing the brand of the FROYO I had up there.

FROYO is yummy. But I think I ate too much cause today I had to go see my agent at the suburb again, I had HORRIBLE stomachache. Food poisoning kind. But I only had LARGE FROYO and 2 eggs for dinner. So it has to be the FROYO. Cause my eggs aren't expired or anything, and I only had hardboiled eggs with soy sauce. 

Gah, applying VISA is certainly a pain in the ass. Finish work at 12.30am, came back home and laze around with FROYO till 1.30am. Boss sms, and I had to do work related stuffs ...and until 3am, only I have time to fill in my application form.

Took me 3 HOURS to fill in 3 thick application forms, and the questions are repetitive, and expect YOU to have some kind of photographic memory. 

Come on man! How do I remember my student ID from 6 years ago ?! And it is alll repetitive questions, and I had to write them NEATLY. I haven't been writing for ages, so writing was a chore (how much more writing words down neatly).  

A picture of me, just because .. :

Took this photo 5minutes before I update this blog post cause I realize blog post without photos are really dull and too-much-words, since I tend to be super draggy and "too much details"  when it comes to writing. 

And oh, got ghost story/dream.  I slept at 6ish am, and had to wake up at 9-10am to call up a clinic to book my medical check up for this VISA. Weirdest thing was I CAN'T. Something feels like its stopping me physically from waking up, but my mind is awake. HOW BIZARRE. 

I had a weird dream/NIGHTMARE before that. I dreamt that a girl in my dream died, because she went to this paddy fields, and someone called up her name, she followed and then she died. Her soul just got sucked out of her body. Then the next person targeted to die was ME, and I was struggling to not let the devil take my soul whilst it call my name, thats when I tried to wake up to escape than be in the paddy fields in my dream.... but physically I can't although I am awake mentally. It was like something's forcing me to sleep. 

In the end I did manage to win the force and got up using my physical body... too tired so I slept back, the devil of my dreams attacked me again, but I fought back, and second time , it seems easier to wake up. So I slept back, cause I was really tired , and thought that since second time is easy to wake up, the devil won't be dumb enough to target me again. All the excuse you come up with when all you want to do is just sleep.

But I think it was because I read toooo many ghost stories recently, and I was extremely exhausted until I have weird dreams like this.

THE END. Time to sleep!