Years ago, if I were to be in a relationship, I would have done ANYTHING just to be with him. Regardless of where, and I would do anything to make sure we're in the same continent (one of my ex was from New Zealand). Young and foolish.
Now, everything is different. I am unwilling to sacrifice that much.
Today had breakfast with friends. From buying the groceries, cooking them, eating them and washing up. Played board games together after that.
The whole time , we bonded. Talked about life after graduating.
Quite heartbreaking.
It's not only me that have to separate with Eddie, 3 other friends have to leave their partner too!! and we all have the same qualms and worries.
A lot of "what ifs (we can't find another guy/girl like current bf/gf)"
It was really a moment of just hearing out, and relating to one another.
My friend was with her boyfriend for almost 5years. 1 year longer than Eddie + I , so I am not in the worse ever position as I thought I am.
Another friend, her Singaporean girlfriend already left for Singapore. If he (Malaysian) were to go back, he'll be separated with his girlfriend too.
Another friend, his girlfriend ( Malaysian), whereas him (Malaysian who migrated to Australia)..it's extremely hard for him to go back!
Oh wells.
It's okay, I am strong :))
1 comment:
Don't worry so much dear... as long as you are independent, have a happy life surround with people who cares for you.:)Wish you happy life dear
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