This sucks because everything in the house is still not organized but yet HE is still going out constantly. Even invited friends to come over to our house for drinking sessions. I just said no. At night he has clubbing also, mind you. I had people asking me out, too. I don't understand why he can't say 'No'. I said no, and had to disappoint my friends, in the end to wash, clean and tidy things at home, while HE goes out when I can actually do the same, too? FML!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I've been reminding him, to fucking stop going out and lend a hand. Then he'll promise to do those chores and not sleep after the outing. In the end ? I did those chores alone while he snores. This is fucking pissy.
And when he does a little work, and I am on my computer...HE will sarcastically say "Yeah, you are doing so much work right". WTF !!! When he slept I washed the kitchen and toilet. When I slept? He fold a few clothes and online the rest of the 5 hours and said that he did some work.
When I wake up, he WANTS me to go out and get stuffs with him. Its like as if when he's awake, I must do those work with him. And when he sleeps, I still do those work okay. FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!! These are the times when I'll despise him and curse like hell.
His messiness, laziness and procrastination. I procrastinate, but I still get things done IN TIME. He? Most of the times, either its "half-cooked" or he'll just ditch the whole plan.
Sigh. tiring. In future, if no one can afford a maid, I am so living alone, or with my mom.
I don't want my life to end up like my mom's.
Here's the routine of my supermom:
Monday till Friday and alternate Saturdays (meaning 2 working Saturdays a month), she'll have to get out of the house at 7am, drive an hour to her work place, work till 6pm, and reach home at 7am. Then she SOMETIMES rest until 8pm, eat dinner and until about 9 or 10pm, she will wash clothes (Dad's, Bro's and her own's) till 1am. Then shower and all. If not washing, she has to go out to buy stuffs, sometimes for my dad's clinic, sometimes her own praying stuffs, sometimes be my aunties' driver (my HOUSEWIVES AUNTS also are not understanding). Conclusion, she sleeps at 1-2am, and wakes up at 6am. Her Sundays? Always out for her praying course and all her other stuffs (morning market, be auntie's driver).
Nowadays, she goes back Penang during weekends as my grandmother is sick. This solely means more housework when she comes back. Her work is like a rolling snowball. When left alone, it gets heavier/bigger.
Even CHINESE NEW YEAR, I had to go shopping FOR HER!! Buying her nice clothes and accessories that I think might look good on her.
That is NOT LIFE!!!!!
There's absolutely NO TIME for house cleaning at all, and those bitchy aunties WHO ARE HOUSEWIVES that came to my house, said my house is messy. Come on. WHERE in her timetable to fit all those house-cleaning chores? Stop working her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Somehow,sometimes... I feel that I am in the same shoes as my mother. Work all thrown at us and we're constantly being taken advantage of.
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