3rd party.

First of all, SORRY ABOUT THE ECLIPSE CRAZE. But to those who haven't read the book, erm, it might be some sort of a spoiler here.

Being engrossed with the book, yesterday... I came across this part of the story that described almost 100% of what I've felt , before. As I read, I truly understand what Bella was feeling and why she reacted that way. I think the author gone through this before herself,too!

Because of these few pages, I've decided that I must buy the books. Collect them all. I wasn't a fan of her books because the second book, New Moon, almost got me snoring away..into the climax! Boring di dum. But the first half of the book was interesting. I guess I'm more interested in the love story than the vampire-vampire, vampire war and vampire-werewolf fight.

I haven't bought any of Stephenie Meyer's books yet (all borrowed from friends), thats why I even typed out almost few pages of the book, but cutting out unnecessary parts. Hope no one report on me and I don't get sued for plagiarism.

Blue = Jacob ( the most left *LOVES*)

Purply = Bella .......Edward is on the right (don't like him *boo*)

Red = "the occurrences"

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"I'm in love with you, Bella," Jacob said in a strong sure voice. "Bella, I love you. And I want you to pick me instead of him. I know you don't feel that way, but I need the truth out there so that you know your options. I wouldn't want a miscommunication to stand in our way."

I stared at him for a long minute, speechless. I could not think of one thing to say to him. As he watched my dumbfounded expression, the seriousness left his face.

"Okay," he said, grinning."That's all."

"Jake - " It felt like there was something big sticking in my throat. I tried to clear the obstruction. "I can't - I mean I don't... I have to go."

I turned, but he grabbed my shoulders and spun me around.

"No, wait. I know that Bella. But, look, answer me this all right? Do you want me to go away and never see you again? Be honest."

It was hard to concentrate on his question, so it took a minute to answer. " No, I don't want that," I finally admitted.

Jacob grinned again. " See."

"But I don't want you around for the same reason that you want me around, " I objected.

"Tell me exactly why you want me around, then."

I thought carefully. " I miss you when you're not here. When you're happy, " I qualified carefully, "it makes me happy. But I could say the same thing about Charlie Bella's dad , Jacob. You're family. I love you, but I'm not in love with you."

He nodded, unruffled. " But you do want me around. "

"Yes." I sighed. He was impossible to discourage.

"Then I'll stick around."

.....

He stroked the tips of his fingers across my right cheek. I slapped his hand away.

"Do you think you could behave yourself a little better, at least?" I asked, irritated.

"No, I don't. You decide, Bella. You can have me the way I am - bad behavior included - or not at all."

I stared at him, frustrated. "That's mean."

"So are you."

That pulled me up short, and I took an involuntary step back. He was right. If I wasn't mean - and greedy, too - I would tell him I didn't want to be friends and walk away. It was wrong to try to keep my friend when that would hurt him. I didn't know what I was doing here, but I was suddenly sure that it wasn't good.

"You're right," I whispered.

He laughed. " I forgive you. Just try not to get too mad at me. Because I recently decided that I'm not giving up. There really is something irresistible about a lost cause."

"Jacob." I stared into his dark eyes, trying to make him take me seriously. " I love him, Jacob. He's my whole life."

.....

"Until your heart stops beating, Bella," he said. "I'll be here - fighting. Don't forget you have options."

.....

He still had my chin - his fingers holding too tight, till it hurt - and I saw the resolve form abruptly in his eyes.

"N-" I started to object, but it was too late.

His lips crushed mine, stopping my protest. He kissed me angrily, roughly, his other hand gripping tight around the back of my neck, making escape impossible. I shoved against his chest with all my strength, but he didn't even seem to notice. His mouth was soft, despite the anger, his lips molding to mine in a warm, unfamiliar way.

I grabbed at his face, trying to push it away, failing again. He seemed to notice this time, though, and it aggravated him. His lips forced mine open, and I could feel his hot breath in my mouth.

Acting on instinct, I let my hands drop to my side and shut down. I opened my eyes and didn't fight, didn't feel...just waited for him to stop.

It worked. The anger seemed to evaporate, and he pulled back to look at me. He pressed his lips softly to mine again, once, twice... a third time. I pretended I was a statue and waited.

Finally, he let go of my face and leaned away.

"Are you done now?" I asked in an expressionless voice.

"Yes," he sighed. He started to smile, closing his eyes.

Eclipse by Stephenie Meyer

pg 327 - 331

3rd book of the Twilight movie.