Kidneys are dying..

Thought I better write a proper post, rather that post that bores people with my insights of ..nothingness.

My sleeping time is screwed. I read the evil book till like 11am today. And wasted one night of body-healing-kidney-resting sleep. Traditional doctor all say our kidneys' rest time is like 11pm till 2am. I forgot when was the last time I ever slept before 11pm. Not even before 2am. Not even 3am. 6 am seems to be the earliest time I'd sleep. sigh.

So Slept at 11am today, woke up at 5pm. GOsh. I'm going to so age faster than my actual age.

Usually when I wake up at 5pm, I will eat something heavy, and tell myself, "no dinner, no dinner" and "try to sleep before 1am dammit"..but in the end, toss and turn, and cook not only in CafeWorld but in my kitchen .... and have breakfast at 4-5am :

Eddie and I both ate at that time. chilly dogs, omelette, red beans...TOBASCO SAUCE (my favourite, though it stinks)

Body growing fatter. Where is my SELF - DESCIPLINE.

Last year immediately after exams, I'd sleep early, wake up early, jog my fats away...go Queen Victoria market, buy groceries, come back in time to cook breakfast for Eddie. Did that for a month and lost quite some weight. Went home and got loads of compliments.

Now? Gaining freaking excess kgs during holidays. Sigh. 12.30am now. Going to read a little here and there, and sleep.

I don't want to return home looking FAT AND UGLY, especially for my internship that should be starting around December. I need to look perfect.. smart, all in a body fitting office wear that will show my curves, not my spare tyres.