Not photogenic or in denial ?

Have you ever have a VERY EXTREMELY UGLY photo of you taken?

Don't you just hate it when the photo is your friend's and they uploaded it on FACEBOOK? Add in the salt (almost 100 mutual friends) , and you don't know how to tell her to take off the photo because she looks good beside you!! She's not soo close to the extent I can treat her the way I treat panda (not that bad lah!! haha).

Anyway that ugly photo..kinda brought my esteem to another level of low. Its so ugly that it kinda scares me!!! I look at it, I can't stare at it for more than 5seconds.

Sigh.

I always find myself asking ,

"Am I really that ugly?" 

"Why people look good in every angle, but I only look good when I camwhore?" 

"Why does my photo NEVER look like the girl I see in the mirror?"

There are many people who told me I look better in  person than in photos, but you know, it got me thinking if they are telling me white lies.

Why 99% of the people look like their photos. Why is it always my "face angle problem".

I look like my dad, my dad doesn't look that fugly in photos. But I do!!! Thats why I ALWAYS avoid cameras.

Sigh. I am ugly. Stop telling me lies, telling me I am pretty/hot/attractive...it hurts double and disappoints me when I see pictures that confirms that.

I know I sound all shallow and all, but looks does matter!!!