How to slim down, YOU TELL ME ?!

I serve YUMMY food everyday. Sinful, tempting, & high in calorie food.

Yesterday, right after a JAPANESE CURRY DINNER, I got my friend to personalise an ice cream for me :

You'll never find this in the menu - 3 HUGE ARSE SCOOP of Chocolate, Pandan and Black Sesame (cause my friend scoop for me) and  1 large serving of the sesame balls ! 

 FML. IT WAS SO YUMMY THAT I FINISHED EVERYTHING SQUEAKY CLEAN !!!


Actually it was more like I'll feel bad if I waste them all away...my friend will seriously make noise if I waste all his hard work into scooping those hard rock ice cream balls.


So, not only am I going to put on weight, I think I am sooooo getting diabetes (or maybe I have it already !! ).


Then to add oil into my fiery fat, today I got two buddies to eat & hang out at my "work place" before the start of my work shift !


We ordered :

 "MASTERPIECE"

"CHOCOLATE WAFFLE"


Damn huge ...the servings....and we finished EVERYTHING !!  2 skinny girls and I.


My friend took a candid photo of me :

Yap, my chin & cheeks kinda put on weight, so had to "censor" it.


And, I give up.
I realise I look really ugly with a lot of make up.


Girls usually feel more confident whenever they have make up on. The more the better.


As for me, I just felt like I have some sort of an ugly mask over my face. With make up on, I feel more of a troll , and that the make up hides my features, rather than enhance it. Been practicing quite a bit, and still suck in it.


WHY??????????????????