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Wednesday, 20 October 2010

The day before my last paper.

Brain went into coma ever since the start of this semester. So, not enough power to even come out with a blog title!

Anyway this is what I had for lunch :


Looks like ku loo yok (cantonese) ? But I used turkey mince! =] 


Made them into balls and they sure reminds me of my grandma's actual ku loo yok (with pork balls). Really taste like home though. When Eddie first saw it, he said "Wow, looks like something my mom usually cooks." -_- Well, he said his mom is a good cook ! I'll take that as a compliment. HEH.

Not feeling particularly photogenic. Exam season man!! Can't help but looking all worn out and tired. Not like I studied a lot..but still, I am already running out of fuel (or maybe, dried already)

In my next life, I swear NEVER to get myself involved in club activites =( They are like fuel-eating manual cars. And I am in a wreck right now.


My hair. Half inside out pony tail ? Taken using my webcam.



See that !!! 
If you don't you can ignore the above statement. Haha.

So many more hairstyles I did on my hair, but I am going to save it for later.

Anyway, I am feeling the withdrawal symptom. F-ing depressed. I don't want to see anyone at all, nor hang out, nor bond, nor do anything!!! I even felt suicidal for like 2 seconds, but nah, the last thing I am ever going to do is to commit suicide. I am scared of death ! Just sometimes wish I would vanish into thin air - involving no lives, tears, pain , nor parents' and sibling loss (especially). 

Read too many ghost stories, and according to the stories.. people who died from committing suicide, when they are like a spirit, they continue repeating themselves committing suicide cause it's harder for them to pass on! So its like feeling depressed everyday when you're a ghost , and committing suicide everyday...what a painful death and after death ! Like for example, there's this story I read, this girl, every day she look out at her balcony, she sees a ghost girl in school uniform, crying and jumping off the balcony. EVERYDAY!  Not sure if its true, but prevention is better than having the risk of it happening to me at all cure ?

Alright,  thats it for today. Wish me luck for tomorrow. Final paper for this semester. F it.


From my webcam. I look sooo much better on my webcam!! If only the camera is like AT LEAST a normal digital camera quality. But then again ... maybe its nice because its blurry ? F T S ! =[ 

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