I am a Worrier (a person who is worried all the time, not wArrior)

Just a quicky.

I am quite a paranoia person. Every little thing that is beyond my control, I freak out easily! For example - air flights.

Flying in the air is something only the pilot and his co-pilot ( or according to a CNN news I've read recently, an air stewardess helped in landing a plane after one of the pilot got sick mid air in a busy air route) control and us, the customers-without-a-pilot-license can't do anything!

Its like we trust our lives in the hands of two strangers (according to my pilot friend, only two pilot per plane).

If anything were to happen midair..we'll have to sit helplessly, and pass out/die from air pressure before being crushed and burn!

I am not cursing.

Seriously, ever since long time ago, I have always have plane phobia. Not only for myself, but for people I care.

My brother had been going to and fro Sydney 10 years ago, in the span of 7-8 years, flying sometimes twice a year, and each time he board the plane, I pray like crazy and tell God I won't do one of my all-time habits for a day (like cross leg) as long as he gets home safely!

What was worse is that over the years..like since few years ago, if I was the one waiting for news whether or not they have arrived, I check CNN ALL THE TIME to make sure no news about plane crash or whatsoever, for a peace of mind. Especially when my mom who travels to super far places like U.S. (12-16 hours of plane flight, WTF!)and whenever Eddie and I cannot come Melbourne or go back Malaysia together.

Today, it's Eddie's turn again. It is no different. The worried will keep coming until I get a call from him. Checked CNN, too.

When I am on plane also I pray sweat all the time! I hate air planes. I have a phobia towards them. Had one of the worse experience the last two time I sat in the plane.

Hope he calls me SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!