But then suddenly, the thought of having to be apart with him for 1+ month suddenly kicked into me. I am so much needy now, more clingy than ever, no mood for anything! Just want to spend more time with him.
I am looking forward to being all alone time, feeling single again for a month, but I think it need some time getting use to.
It's going to be the longest separation for us, 1+ month in 2 years+. Quite harsh, don't you think so? We see each other every single day, almost every hour, because he has cut down on DOTA.
It's like we rely on each other, expecting to see each other everyday already until we took each other for granted previously.
But now he has to go back to do operation, so hard, knowing that I won't be there. Thinking what if he's unreachable! And because his lump is near his ears, maybe 3 weeks he cannot listen/talk on cellphones ?
Never thought I'll be like this.
I am after all, just another girl.
Just 3 more days, I'll be over with exams, please give me the will to study, and at least pass this semester. It's 11pm now, I have 5 more chapters to go through. FML. Exam's at 6pm, but mover's coming at 12pm. sigh,
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