Just feeling so heavy on my shoulders, TOO MUCH (and I meant uncountable) responsibilities.
I want to have time to just laze without worrying that time is ticking.
Daylight saving just ended(or started? I'm confused), gained an extra hour, but it didn't help,despite having 25hours for a day.
Been developing this habit of putting my head outside my friend's car as they drive. Letting the strong wind jiggle the flesh of my cheeks, blocking both your ears from listening to anything except the gushing wind.
It was extremely relaxing, with nothing in mind..and just enjoy the breeze.
Then when the car stops, I look all silly with a new "hairdo" the wind styled...laugh at myself for a bit....and be amazed by the stubbornness of my own hair that straighten itself up in no time.
Feel like renting a car to just..do that! But don't know where to drive to, nor know the directions...NOR have the money to do just that.
I hate myself for so many reasons...greed, power, laziness...so much's on my mind, spinning.
I want THEM all!! - minus the laziness.
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