going to vent loads of MY heart felt stuffs. I left my handwritten diary in GEELONG!

need to express stuffs. so at least I'll just write a little about what I have grudges against and then end of this week when I go back, then I can scribble my heart out.

just got some questions with obvious answers that any sane person would tell you, but it's so hard to get things going "the smart way".

obviously, you know if you and your partner are of different views in everything, future goals, and you both are definitely going separate ways one day, but yet right now still together, anyone would tell you, " leave the guy lah". due to the fact that somethings are so hard to explain ,and even harder to carry out, the relationship continues.

Maybe we're just unwilling to change things so yet, as we are UNDENIABLY really comfortable with each other. We can talk up till the sun rise from midnight, everyday talk talk talk non stop. Guess it's only the matter of time till we get bored of each other =/.

Don't know, but to me, for a couple, they plan for future, or don't plan for future, if you both are meant to be, you will both find ways to make time for each other.

I've seen so many couples where one promises to marry another, or build mountains for each other blablabla, end up few months later break up also.
so plan also break up, don't plan also break up.
there are people who don't plan also stayed together, plan also still together until the end of time.
guess it depends on individuality and everyone changes as time passes.

ok, enough vents.
But if I were to have my own life to lead, I would want to -

1. go Singapore and work (try*)
   
2. woo a hot Singaporean. (especially those that finished NS with muscle body, HAHAHAHA)
3. if cannot then stay in Malaysia, and get my life in danger 247, but able to make it big (market so small), only to be robbed at the end of the day :'(. Dad got connections though, sigh, but I don't really like HOME, apart from all my families back there.
   
4. best is, marry a well-to-do guy, I don't mind doing housework only! :( but that's like one of the worst choice. I would want to work and earn my own money, incase my future husband go find another woman outside, then it won't be the end of the world, at least, if I got my own money.
5. die early, end of all miseries. x)