Recovery.

Been emo-ing freaking hell a lot about a decision and yes, there is a very high possibility that I'll be going back Malaysia...

FOR GOOD

Why so reluctant?

Not because I am going to start having curfews once I am back and getting myself tied to my parent's apron...but a whole lot of people, memories and things I am leaving behind !!

A whole lot of friends from different nation and locals that I might not see ever (unless I earn loadsa money myself or marry a rich man to travel to 20902 countries to visit all of them), friends from Malaysia also going to stay in Australia, new found favourite food, favourite Aussie street, favourite past time ...my lifestyle away from Malaysia, its just going to disappear.

I rant the other day on Twitter, saying how I hate moving from places to places, cause it only means me missing MORE places and people. Last time it used to be just Melbourne and Malaysia. Now , I am going to miss Melbourne, Canberra, and Sydney ...when I go back Malaysia. My friend replied my Twitter and said its the disadvantage of being a "global citizen". It truly sucks.

The more you explore, sure it open your eyes to more exciting things, but when you want to revisit, there is only 1 YOU , limited time and money.

SIGHHHHH.

Just the other day, my friend sent me an ebook about our star sign. I am a Leo, and that ebook is correct. Leos are sentimental. I have feelings for almost everything. Aih. I will miss everything. Aih.

Anyway my birthday just passed and I didn't do anything about it, except lay on bed , had a bottle of wine with Eddie and a few small cakes while watching movie. Camwhored too.

A lot more camwhore pix. IN YA FACE !

Sigh lah. sighhhhhhhhhhhh.

Hate bonding with places.