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Saturday, 14 May 2011

A letter to 13 year old me.

Inspired by Timothy Tiah

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You are probably at the lowest point of your life, albeit scoring for UPSR, got promoted to the second class and that you are sitting right next to the guy you had a crush on.

But your friends are all stuck in third or last class. Second class people despise you because you look like a monster, and that they claimed that you are very weird. 

Well, everyone started calling you names. You were strong, but what hurt most was the guy whom you liked, started calling you names,  and separated the tables so that he is not close to you. You shouldn't have, silly ! The guy now is a loser, not even a pleasant sight himself !  

Also, I know how you feel when you learnt the word 'obese' in a very hurtful manner, fret not, all those people who used the word on you now, got their karma. 

You didn't manage to change school, despite you begging mom and dad. Well, you'll be happy that next year when you go Form 2, you'll be demoted. Dad won't be happy but you will enjoy being in Form 2. However, you'll have to suffer Form3 CAUSE YOU GOT PROMOTED TO SECOND CLASS AGAIN.

Maybe you shouldnt do so well in Form2. Try lazing up a little, and concentrate on losing weight. Because every year when school reopens, you're going to turn heads because you'll be losing a lot of weight.

At Form5 , you'll look normal.

Don't worry, your turn to have a boyfriend will come. All the guys whom you dated until 23 years old are nice guys. All of them are still in talking terms with you, they are still your friends ! You've got a good eye! 

However, 10 years later, you still did not really give your exschool-mates chance to be friends again with you.  I am waiting for future me to tell me if I will ever talk to anyone of them, except Amanda of course. Who's still your friend after 10 years. 

Cheer up, because you'll look good 10 years later. Although you still have to battle against weight problems because they go up and down. However, since you are still 13, please lose at least 10kgs extra, so that you don't have to suffer so much in the near future. It's really easier to lose weight when you're younger. Listen to mom's advice!

Your best looking age was when you were 21 years old and skinny. Remember when you 're that age, don't let food take over you although you're tempted all the time. Maintain, because your weight is not fixed. Your weight best describes a YOYO. Cause if not, you'll be suffering like me right now again, going to the gym 6-7 times a week, to lose all the weight gained since 21 years old.

Imagine if you have maintained skinny at 21, and exercised further....by 23 years old, you would've gotten a tone figure I would say.

So, good luck and be happy! Your future is bright (except for the weight part).

Good bye!

ps. I have attached pictures of when you're at your skinniest age! Tell yinghwee that she'll be stick skinny in the future also.

pps. PLEASE DO NOT STOP ORGAN AND MANDARIN TUITION. You'll definitely regret it 10years later.
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