Miss IMF.

When I was younger (and morbidly obese), I remember reading newspaper about this competition for obese women. It is no other than Miss IMF aka Miss I M Fat, and my brother has never been more supportive of me joining, and winning the competition -_-.

Albeit working 5-6 days a week, my weight is increasing like nobody's business. Imagine that! With all the standing and walking during work, its of no use.

I have to meet people soon, to represent my workplace, and my gosh, I don't want to look un-presentable. As in looking really fat and unhealthy. I can feel my tummy is becoming my third boob and my cheeks are ballooning! No thanks to me pigging out like mad, before work, DURING WORK ESPECIALLY and after work!

Sigh, eating excessively has got to stop ! I gain weight super easily. Everyday I tell myself to freaking go gym, but ended up making excuses to not go. I mean, partly I can't really go now, cause my left leg is severely "injured", no thanks to lousy shoes and long working hours. But still, I don't want to look OUT OF SHAPE AND DISGUSTING :(

I know, apart from whining over here, I should at least shake my ass and try to burn some calories while I am at it.  But I really want to take up swimming, because my legs are really overused. It sores every single time I stand and walk. Aihs. Hate the fact that my gym is so far away. Like 10minutes walking distance. lol. And that my sleeping time is screwed. By the time I wake up is the time the gym closes, or right before I start work. FML.

How la?!?!?!?!?! Sigh. Old, lethargic, metabolism going down, unmotivated (fine, LAZY), aching legs. my life is f-ed.


Anyway, another fishy incident happened in my apartment, I swear ! I lost half a pack of spinach, a fish cake and my face powder T.T . I mean, MAYBE I misplaced my face powder , but how the heck I lose half a pack of spinach and 1 piece of fish cake? He never cooks, only I do, and my spinach and a fish cake can suddenly disappear from my fridge.

Wierd nia.