When you have no choice but to follow the flow...

I thought that once I get a job, it'll solve all problems. Especially when money problem is ever so common. But I was wrong. I didn't see this coming. I have just threw away almost all my nights in a week to serve ice cream, than to spend time with my boyfriend.

My sleeping time is wrong. I sleep around 5-6am, until 3pm. He comes back home during lunch, and recently, he has been leaving a lot of notes and lunches, so that I don't wake up hungry. 

Today, he left a pack Japanese salad for me :

 Loved it.

Then because I was craving for Wanton Mee (I know, weird cravings I have...it's all of a sudden, and its been like that for 2 weeks already!) , made my own using a random noodle that's been sitting in my cupboard :

After eating, got ready as usual,for work.

 Hair slightly damp, and twisted my hair today :

Haha, doesn't my hair look like Kuih Pintal : 

 My childhood snack!

So usually when Eddie doesn't come home by 5.30pm, he'll see me at PassionFlower to collect the keys. And usually when he come back around 5.30pm, I'd be last minute getting ready for work.

5.50pm, leave house.
Finish work around 12.30am. Sometimes, I follow my friend for supper, like I did today and reach home around 1.30am.

Came back home to this today :

Last few weeks and this week, I have been/will be working 5-6 NIGHTS.

Every time, when he come back home for lunch, I'll be sleeping.
He come back home from work, it's time for me to go work.
When I come back home from work, it's time for him to go sleep.

This has been happening for the past 1month.

We both know that..one day, we might not be together anymore, and yet, I don't seem like I am appreciating every moment we have now, which sucks. :(

This thought stinks. It stunk so bad that my eyes are all just a big blur right now.

Gotta love this song :



I still like Nelly's version BEST. 
The emo-ness of this song is just right.