Looking through friend's photo, more like a friend's friend photo, she was once like me, but now, she has achieved yet another level.
Until now, that "level" is like the moon to me, and I am barely at the stars.
Each time I let go a little will power, I fall back further, nearing the soils of earth from the stars.
It's tiring.
The girl has a nice bikini body now. I was once near that stage, but because I let the devil (food) take over me, I then stepped backwards. I was only near, never there...but now I am far :(
FAR FAR AWAYYYYYYYY from my goals.
Its a never ending battle, just wish it could stop. Like me, I have never stopped complaining bout my weight issues. But believe me, I wish I can shut up and stop complaining one day, too.
Sighness.
Fat cheeks, thick waist, looking less attractive in whatever I wear, looking less happier every time I see the mirror.
PS. I did exercise okay, I am not lazy. I am just tired and unlucky. Eating less than normal people, gaining twice the weight normal people gain in a given time frame.
For example, Eddie never exercise, eat his heart out, but yet his weight is maintained. In fact, whenever he "diet", like eat less than he normally would, he actually lose the weights damn fast!
Jealous of damn high metabolism people :(
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