Friendships, so hard to maintain.

How to give everyone your undivided EQUAL attention?

I use to have close friends but we're getting distant.

I made new friends, there are chance of getting close, but I kept disappointing them, ended up..can't be that close anymore,too!

How to have that bond with everyone ? :(

Sometimes, or mostly, I am invited to events, because of Eddie. I am always Eddie's girlfriend.

That's what Eddie does best sometimes. Keeping in touch.

When a friend didn't make it to dinner "because she is in a bad condition to face the world" , the next day he called her to ask what happened.

I was shocked. Infact it was an eye opener.. Never occur to me before, to call a friend to ask "What's up".

I always leave them alone...hence, broken strings and then no strings attached :(

Soon he'll leave for home for at least a month, but have a fair chance of staying at home till end of the year. Going to be friendless :( friendlesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

and end up befriending all the Possums I played with in the neighbourhood's park..