on the SIX. super FML.

My jeans are all tight,

Stretchy pants are no longer stretchy when worn,

Cheeks getting rounder,

Belly is showing,

Boobs getting bigger(don't know if its a good or bad thing, but people said that they've grown..),

Waist no longer thin,

Thighs getting flabbier,

Arms getting thicker,

Stamina for exercising is non-existent,

BMI getting higher...

Infact alot of my short jeans pants...I CAN WEAR THEM NO MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I've been wearing loads of dresses, long sleeves, loose clothes...just to camouflage my fats, but you know, if you've gained 7kgs....even the blur-est of all people can see the difference, regardless of whatever you wear.

I officially weigh 60kilograms now...

Last year I was around 53-55kgs, almost an underweight BMI.

I know, what have become of me?

Recently I've been binge eating a lot!!! Even though I am full to the brim, I still continue eating.

I am so damn embarrassed to meet old friends or people I knew before I turned this big.

SAVE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I know on my previous post, I did mention that I don't want to waste my life away, exercising 3-5 hours a day, everyday to slim down to please the eyes of other people....but the self conscious side of me is taking over me.

I HATE BEING CALLED FAT/PLUMP

and being told off ... "You'll look prettier if you're slimmer"

DIET STARTS NOW and...so does exercising.

P.S. If you're a true friend, you have to snatch up whatever empty calories I am about to put into my mouth to eat.

empty calories = sweets, chocolates, chips and all kinds of junk food.