I miss him =(

I love surprises, and Eddie's been throwing them at me ever so often nowadays.

I am obviously extremely happy, but on top of all that, I am glad that he has me in his thoughts all the time to have taken an extra mile to surprise me. It's not the money spent, but the thought, effort and love that he has shown.

Few weeks ago, he walked around Pavilion with a bouquet of roses, in search for me in huge Pavilion mall. To be walking with a bouquet of roses without a girl in hand, can be quite embarrassing. Especially he never knew where is Pavilion office, he could've been walking around in circles! I even got lost on my first day of work.

Even when he's shopping with his girl friends, and I felt slightly threatened and jealous, because I was not there, yet again, he bought me something.

True, from all that have said, I may seem VERY materialistic, as I somehow look like as if I am only thankful whenever he buys me something. But what I really cherish is that he did think of me in every way and anytime! Even if he picked up something,handmade something or even type a lovely sms, I would feel the same.

In fact, it is even more challenging to get him to sms me a poem, make me a card than buy me something from a shop.

On Monday, having a holiday because of Wilayah Day, he suddenly came to my house. Yes indeed I was sobbing my eyes out in the morning because he is going to Jakarta today....hence my MSN Nickname "thought I can have you for myself today, but I guess not" ...

I expected to spend the whole day alone with him, but he made many other plans with many other people,too. Hence, my tattered heart.

We haven't been spending much time together lately. Even though we meet up about once or twice a week, I can assure you it's not quality nor quantity time spent.

The instance he come down from his car, I immediately notice this big teddy bear that he was carrying.

It's REALLY HUGE! I am big size myself, and this teddy bear is even bigger than me!

In fact, when I first brought it into my room, I was VERY VERY AFRAID of it. If you all watch Supernatural....doesn't this teddybear reminds you of the depressed-suicidal-talking teddy in one of the episodes ?! yikes!

But nah, I've learnt to love it.

*hugs* ( I am sick today :< )

I miss you, Eddie!!!!!!!!!!! Sigh. Gone to Jakarta and never even call /sms me to tell me you've arrived safely.