Seriously, I am damn fucking disappointed with my previous paper. I almost cried. I was brain dead, been sleepless for almost 30 hours straight and wasn't feeling alright.

Despite that, I had only 12hours of studying. 24 to be exact, I should've force myself to study but I didn't. I just finish handing up my assignment on a Tuesday morning, and went to my new place for a week at Geelong to stay during the exam period, but to my horror, the place isn't quite right for my studying. But I had a mild burnout. I didn't sleep for 26 hours for my assignment. I need to have my rest on Tuesday. I'm not made out of machine..

Anyway, my place..it's like living in a fridge! and I can't study or memorize stuffs without writing. I pulled through the last 6 hours , shivering. Yes, I've a heater, but it isn't enough.

And the funniest part? Everyone was using the switch, and it fused at almost 1am. Everyone was sleeping, I was left shivering to burn the midnight oil. I decided to go down to the living room and study, and I think I made a record. Winnie woke up. She decided to go fix it. It took like around an hour for her to find out where is what to fix that switch cause everyone can't use the power cord at all!

So I decided to come back to my warm room in Melbourne City. The first thing I did was sleep for the whole of Friday. Saturday morning, followed Eddie to cybercafe at 2am until 8am. Around 5am, I called my mom to talk..sigh.

I think I'm going to disappoint them again. Why does bad things always happen to me prior my exams. I was scoring in my assignments especially for this particular subject, the exam...I know that topic, I scan through them , just that I didn't have time to memorize them.

I'm really considering to email my lecturer but afterall, it all sounded like a piece of made-up excuse.

Another exam's tomorrow..the last one. I just can't wait to get it over and done with. This semester is seriously hell-like. I slept an average of 4 hours a day. Even some people wonder if I really sleep cause I seem to be online all the time, giving instant replies, but I haven't been online on msn already.

I've NEVER met anyone who has more assignments than me.
I've 14 major assigments in a span of 10 march till june 8th. That's 3 months.
2 exams, but halfway through the whole course, I'm already half dead.

Going back to study. It's 11.45am now. Slept at 2plus, woke up at 5plus in the morning. I am guessing that will be my last time sleeping.

I've got 9 more chapters before I face 3 hour death tomorrow, and fly to heaven for 3 weeks.
CAN'T WAIT LAHHHHHHHHHH