I am pissed. Though sometimes I hate myself for becoming more and more selfish, proud and unkind as time passed, sometimes I feel it has something to do with my peers and had to turn into a monster, in order to defend myself.

I thank you all for trusting me to do your assignments or helping you all the way, but I've got my own limits. Don't I have my own? and am I THAT SMART to help you all do the subjects I am not even studying. I may have learnt it before, but that's like such a long time ago, most of it are forgotten, but YOU have all the access to all the notes and tutorials plus other classmates, why am I the Chosen One? You know how I helped you? by using Google, that's accessible to ANYONE who are able to chat with me on msn to ask for guidance.

I can't hold your hand, guide you step by step, and most of the time, I felt like I did most of your assignments and you doing most of the head-nodding, and getting the marks. You shown nothing but signs of laziness.

I sacrificed enough, neglecting my own time, that can do stuffs I like or even revise on my own studies to do even better.

I sucked at accounting, and when I was studying my pre-university, I 've help people do their degree accounting assignments and their degree public relations assignment (haven't studied that then but that assignment made me like PR, so I'm seriously thankful for that). With the almighty power of Google, and my will to help them, I scored them good marks, especially the accounting one, she personally sms me saying she got one of the highest in class. How contradicting.

I guess I should quit being so nice, or should I say, I'M TIRED of being nice, instead of helping anyone, anymore.

This isn't directed to just one person, at least 3 people came asking for my help, and the last one just pissed me off so badly.

Just wondering, how can lecture notes be useless?

Didn't know my words are more trustworthy than lecture notes that are written by lecturers themselves. You're freaking doing a degree, get your brains to work, instead of letting it die. I might have already earned myself an extra degrees, doing extra so many assignments per semester.

Appreciate that you think highly of me, but sorry. No Can't Do.