Sigh.

SIGH, long time never blog, cause...lost all motivation to do stuffs!

Well, the list I made long time ago, seems so unreachable. Even though there's only 3 things I want to achieve (be smart, make parents proud, and slim down). HAIHS.

Depress depress! I can practically stare at the blank wall the whole day, SERIOUS! But luckily, apart from the blank walls I stared, I did abit exercise here and there, count my calorie intake (rather than doing my assignments) and yes, one of my goal (to get the perfect body) is in progress.

Maybe cause I think I've been really burnt out (really lame excuse but there are some truth in there!). Before last week, I had 4 assignments due, then got really exhausted with all the researching and thousands of words, then rest the whole mid term break, and right after midterm break? ANOTHER ASSIGNMENT DUEING (TOMORROW!!).

Just so sick of doing so much work and getting shitty marks in return. Barely pass all my assignments (Journalism - 25/40, PR - 23.3/40, Communication - 13.5/25). Marketing marks coming out soon, and also my second communication assignment marks. I forsee myself getting bad horrible marks AND REMARKS for communication second assignment. Marketing, not sure.

Life sucks. If I don't pick up any moment now, I'm don't think I can transfer to Burwood next year. 3 weeks more to exams, planning to study 1 + week before exam because...THERE'S ANOTHER ASSIGNMENT DUEING AGAIN on the 24th of OCTOBER. (exam's on 4th of November...2 papers on the 4th, 1 paper on the 6th.)

oh yeah, I feel so lost in all my subjects, no friends to guide me (friendless, no white friends at all) so yeah, studying overseas really make people more independant.