Don't know why some people change due to some circumstances (having someone extra in their life, mix with different circle of people, change of interest..blabla etc)
There'll be less stuffs to talk, more things became more sensitive, more arguments(I never even argue with my bf, ever), more awkward moments, and the list goes on.
Whatever I said will become so offensive, whatever I joked about with no intention to harm people mentally or challenge their insecurities.. will be bombarded back to me, demanding for explanations.
Talking bout respect, yes I'm sorry, for being disrespectful to the other party/ies, eventhough I didn't/don't/never mean/meant a thing, yeah I admit ,maybe I should choose my words and understand the ball game (more thinkings to do) before I speak.
What about respect for me? someone who was known as "a friend" or perhaps "sister"? I can be antagonized as well.
I know I am wrong at times/most of the time/to start out with, especially with my moments, lost in my own dimension. Apologizing sincerely, knowing that I am at fault, is definitely not what I do best. I am a girl but with egos as big as a guy's....anyway,
More things to run through my head before speaking, typing, chatting, sharing..clearly, we're contrasting each other as we grew on... maybe I should move on and find someone to share my thoughts minus the stress.
Yup, I'm in the same mind as you, everyone change, it's an ever changing world, like a snake replacing its skin from time to time, maybe I changed not you, who knows.
Anyway,he problems all boils down to me...entirely, solely, indefinitely.yup.
not yours, mine.
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