ahhh.
I'm feeling so needy, SO VERY NEEDY.
sigh, one day apart, and I already miss him.
so impossible.
hopefully he keeps his promise and come tomorrow. sigh.

-read a blog (when I'm suppose to be studying)

-read his blog post of half a year man, since october last year until june this year. (I STILL HAVE 10 more chapters to go and tomorrow is my exam, boooo!)

-its about him when he have his relationship, got dumped, and aftermath, all the broken heart story, quite nice to read and feel people's agony, but when you were to imagine yourself in their shoes, walau, FEAR-rie. (don't ask me about what i studied)

-he really does cherish his gf (now ex-gf), the girl don't know what she lost, but still, guess I could understand her a little. Feelings gone TO SOME OTHER PEOPLE, it's hard to be forced back, unless it's just gone (things might still work out after some mutual understandings) and not gone to some other people, get what I mean ? cause new "things" or happenings are always more exciting. =/



Eddie? handphone wallpaper also not my photo, change wallet also didn't put my photo, and I'm the one who bought him the wallet, should I be mad at myself? but the wallet kinda sad case though, no compartment to put photos except for the card area.


anyway, guess all broken hearts, the pain is unbearable until it drives you insane and to some people, death.
but according to scientific research, a broken heart is as pain as a broken leg physically! =/

anyway, just a short (or long) update cause (I'm abit longwinded) I can imagine the disappointment people get when they go through the same few blogs and no one updated anything!

will try to update as often as possible!