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yiksss. my DAR's coming tonight. Soooo long since we've met each other, I feel nervous and a little bit shy. hahaha. How am I suppose to react ? =/

Yesterday, did loads of stalking.SIGH. Can't stalk peacefully cause the counting of my MBS are killing me. I'm on limited internet access. 2GB per month, and I used up 200MB yesterday, which is almost quadruple of the amount I should use each day, eg 60MB. DUE to stalking (people's blogs,facebook, friendster) and reading of forums that consist LOADS and LOADS of pictures.

Well, read a few blogs, really sad blogs, bout how someone cannot forget their other ex-halves,tracing back...they already broke up quite sometime! Don't have to feel sooo sad over someone who don't deserve you. The longest I took to forget someone is just almost 2 weeks MAXIMUM (but it was abit confusing though,during that 2 weeks, cause I don't know who I'm trying to forget, but the end of the two weeks, they're just traces of memoriesssss..stuffs that I'll look back and say "XXX"-censored). And that's the benchmark, shall take no longer than that no more! *smack me up if I ever take longer than 2weeks.*

I don't mean how unimportant the person I date is, thats why it took such little time... it's just that I've grown stronger and more sensible. I loveeeeeeeeeeeee the guy I'm with right now and he's very important to me currently (he must've put a spell on me :S ....just kidding...can't wait to see him later!), but .. can't deny I have loved my exes before.

BUT if it isn't working out, then cry a river, build a bridge and walk over it :)

Forums ...the topic was "which singapore artiste went for cosmetic sugery" or something similar. haihs. To my surprise, most all the famous ones are plastics. Even FANN WONG! I use to like her very much, and thought she's a natural beauty.

Well, the forum's quite hot and has been on going since early last year till now. Not only Singaporeans, there are few people who went off topic and put pictures of Hong Kong, Korean & Japanese stars' before and after pictures. NO MALAYSIANS! They all dammmmmmm ugly lor, wayyy below average looks, and look damn stunning after plastic sugery. And I remember someone saying Malaysian artiste are ugly, we're 100% natural ok! at least till now. Its already a trend for Singaporeans to go under the knife, as I read, sounds like the next Korea to me, will Malaysia be NEXT?

nowonder my GF said in her UNI, Malaysian girls are the BEST looking ones in total, and average them up...compare to other countries.Guess girls that studies, don't care about looks, never gone under the knife can show the country's 'true colours'...

First time I'm "proud" to be Malaysian. :)...it's a superficial world.:P