stressssssss

how's my new heading picture? scary? too bad, not going to change it! bored of the previous heading.

sighhhh. I miss HIM so much, I really want to see him right away, want to hold him, feel him...but we're miles and miles away.

WHEN will be the time where I can see him everyday of the week? every hour..every minute, all the time?

Imagine someone you love so much, yet you can only hear his voice, but you know he's sad and needing you and your loving touch, but all you can do is listen.

I'm feeling pretty much this way, and this feeling sucks. When you're not talking with him, the whole time, you'll be thinking about him....

Somehow, I think I'm at this point whereby talking to him is like breathing. When you're not talking to him, all you can feel is...emptiness..



love you, I do.