homesick or bfsick?

HAIHS, I miss cheap delicious HOT scrumptious food back home. Today, what I've eaten ? just cereals and cold milk. for breakfast and for dinner. Lunch? N/A

MY health is sooo going to deteriorate like hell, lucky I've healthy apple (1 left) to munch on later. At least I'm going to get some vitamins and fibres that apple, other than all the sugary chocolate milk and honey rings.They just don't make happy hot dinner. I miss hot food. I miss burning my tongue whenever I eat anything steaming. :(

Worse thing is that you don't eat nice food, yet you can't lose the weight. My stomach's been bloating and growling. There's sooo much air inside my stomach, plus cereals and un-low fat milk are soo fattening. They're sweet, and they're (if I'm not wrong) CARBS. And after eating ? I sleep cause it's money consuming to just go out and explore. Even for just $1.80 for the bus ride, what if you see something nice in the malls? you'll spend wayyyy more than that. So better avoid all chances into buying unwanted stuffs which I've been surviving without for the past almost 1month here.

AUD has already went up to RM3.05 per dollar. Mom called me to spend wisely, and hopefully the remaining money in my bank can last me till end of this month,(she hoped). Haihs. I NEED MONEY, for the sky high phone bills (at least $250 now), for bus rides, for a little bit food, groceries, books...and a ticket back home :( miss HIM horribly. Though it's just almost one month we last met, it felt like monthsssssss and yearsssssss. If you don't get through this, I'm going to miss you horribly x 3 months then :3

It's so bored here, that I've been updating my blog quite frequently I think. Things which I'm going to do if HE can't get over here :

1. Work my ass off to earn LOADS OF MONEY to :

• pay my sky high phonebills that has YET to come. (people,it's not like I'm the one who has been calling all the time. My boy and I talk like almost every possible free time we both have in a day? equals to average of almost 5 hours a day. His phonebill, I do not want to know how much, but definitely higher than mine, and sorry, I'm not those kind of girls that depends fully on boyfriends to pay absolutely everything.DEFINITELY NOT A SUGAR MUMMY EITHER!)
  
• earn TICKETSSSSSSSSS back home to see HIM (without parent's permission, anyone related to me especially my dear COUSINS who reads my blog, don't open your mouth to even your MOM bout this man! don't underestimate the power of auntie gossips.)
  
• earn back at least a small portion what I've been "contributing" to the higher education.("yeah right, dear myself" lol)
  

2. Buy whatever stuffs in BULK in Malaysia and come back here, if I ever earn enough to visit darling back in Malaysia! Especially those can foods, shampoos, sanitary pads, tissues, a printer (desperately need one now, have been handwriting all my notes from the computer!), moisturizer , extra clothes, papers, stationeries...whatever that I need or might need JUST TO CUT COST even if its just a little.

"GO BACK WITH EMPTY BAG,COMING BACK WITH FULL 30KGS (maximum weight limit)" (Michelle Yap, 2008)

WELL, thanks to my good looks, (hah, talking about extreme self-confidence)I've got a job waiting for me, before I even got my STUDENT WORKING VISA. It started off like this:

My aunt, being a chatterbox she is, knows I'm interested in looking for a job. So in this Thai Restaurant we were eating in (she brought me out for dinner with her sons and brother), she just asked the waitress whether are there any job vacancies and asked about the pay. It's $60 per day, during weekends, 5pm-1030pm; meals included. They say its good offer, heck, if I work, I only earn $120 per week! I'm aiming for $300 a week or somewhere near there, and that's not even half.

well, back to the story..

The worker ask if I'm the one who's interested, my aunt say "yeah". Immediately she was like so damn excited she said "WOW, WE NEED PEOPLE LIKE HER. I LOVEEEEE HER EYES, SO BIG AND NICE, AND HER FACE IS SO CUTE! Wait here I bring my boss" (i sorta like corrected her english a little, but the meaning is the same! no exaggerating! She's pure Thai with the super strong slang.)

OMyyyy, I blushed. My aunt's son was staring at me dreamingly all of a sudden that it sent creeps down my body.

the boss came in, saw me , told my aunt something like "YEAHHH, she can help me attract many customers! Alot of people sure want to see her when they come! somemore can speak english! No need interview! Do come when you want to start working"

fuhhhh! man, after that they gave me one whole chunk of menus to memorise, and the waitress who brought her boss to us said "bye,thanks for coming" to my aunt, and said "SEE YOU SOON!" TO ME! WHAT THE *

noway man I want to work there seriously. Offer is good according to many people as meals are provided, but at least I want to work with more civilised people and I'M SERIOUSLY AIMING TO EARN LIKE DOUBLE THE AMOUNT OF THE PAY! I'll take up the job only when I'm desperate.